I (Chrissy) woke up this morning to make one last trip to Vision of Hope. When I arrived, I spent the first couple of hours just hanging out with the girls. They were happy to receive the small pile of clothes that Sarah and I had donated and invited me to stay for lunch. I knew that staying would definitely be cutting it close—it takes a while to get to Chipata from Chawala, but I felt it would be rude to refuse their invitation.
One of the girls spending the day at Vision looked really similar to a girl we met when we went on our street walk with Vasco. I showed Sarah a picture of her later, and we’re both pretty sure it was the same girl. I’m happy to see that she might be starting to make the transition to life back off the streets. Another girl, Susan, is in the middle of that transition period now. She’s 17, but has a five year old daughter who lives with her Aunt in the Misisi Compound. I have a feeling she has very little involvement in her daughter’s life, and the fact that she gave birth at 12 years old suggests that she’s probably been living on the streets for at least 6 or 7 years now. The “mom” on duty told me that she’s HIV positive. Every once in a while, Chitalu and the other “moms” at Vision will hear that Susan is doing really poorly on the streets. They’ll hear that she’s really sick—covered with sores and extremely weak. They’ll send someone to tell her to come back to Vision. Eventually, she’ll show up just in time to get treated with ARV’s and recover her health. She’ll stay at Vision for a little while before returning to the streets. That cycle might be working for her now, but eventually she needs to make a full commitment to stay off the streets and take her ARV’s steadily, otherwise she’ll become resistant to medication very soon and be unable to find treatment for AIDS.
The “mom” on duty also told me about her life as a Zambian in Lusaka. She spent about 25 years working as a teacher at government schools, but eventually gave up the job to work at Vision of Hope. She says her passion for the girls and that work is too strong to keep her away. She told me all about a period when she worked on a community banking project. She taught local women in compounds how to formulate their own “self help groups” through community banking and microloans. It sounded like something that I would really like to do in the future, so I asked her a ton of questions.
At the end of the conversation, I asked her if she thought the street children crisis and impoverishment in general was improving in Lusaka. She said that from her perspective, the problem was absolutely getting worse in the area and had been for several years. It was unbelievably frustrating to hear a local Zambian admit that before the HIV/AIDS pandemic, things were improving, but now it’s all falling apart again. At one point she said, “Visit the local cemetery nearby. All of the graves are for people under 35”. One disease has singlehandedly destroyed decades of progress.
Shortly after that, Betty arrived from spending the morning in the town market with Chitalu. She is so awesome and I’m so happy that I was able to support her by buying one of her rugs. She sat and chatted for a while before initiating a full dance party to Sawa Sawa with all of the girls. It was so fun to share that moment with girls who have totally different lives from me. Wherever you go, it’s never hard to get a solid dance party going.
For lunch, we had nshima, rape (that’s a vegetable) relish, and capenta. Capenta is the one Zambian food I have avoided like the plague. I’ve avoided it even more than the deep fried caterpillars. Capenta are these tiny, dried fish that the Zambians deep-fry in the markets. They gross me out because you can still see the fish’s eyes, scales, and they’re constantly covered with swarms of flies in the markets. Generally unappetizing. When I saw the spoonful on my plate, I knew it would be rude to refuse it. I gritted my teeth and cleared the entire plate. Not going to lie, it was actually not that bad, but I still felt like I was starring on Fear Factor or something. Right after lunch, I paid for my rug from Betty, gave hugs to all of the girls, and promised I would try my best to visit again some day. I left feeling excited to know that I ever return to Lusaka, Vision of Hope will definitely be one of the places I work with.
I (Sarah) had some major struggles today since I had no voice. It’s funny that when you can’t talk other people forget that your ears still work. I was whispering, using sign language (which I had learned this summer), or writing things down. Some people then did the same things to communicate with me and I had to remind them that I could hear them perfectly so they could speak normally.
On the bus to Chipata I got overcharged but since I couldn’t speak I wasn’t able to argue with the bus conductor. I decided that I didn’t care, I mean it was probably a difference of about twenty cents. I got to Chipata a little early and Chrissy was a little late, so that left me with about 30 minutes to fend for myself. This consisted of me filling up 3 sheets of paper with writing in order to have conversations with people – so sad.
Chrissy showed up completely out of breath after running through the compound to make it to our session on time. (note from Chrissy: apparently, Zambians don’t think white people can run because they were falling over laughing when they saw me sprinting through the compound. They were all like “muzungu! Muzungu what are you doing?!!”)
Just our luck, the students at Chipata had also been given a holiday. We were able to track down a few students, including two of our favorites, John and Gabriel, who saved the day by rounding up the rest of the students nearby. So, we were able to teach a lesson and administer the questionnaire. Unfortunately, only ten of the students present also took the pre-program questionnaire 5 weeks ago. 10 is too small of a number to use as non-biased data, so between that low turnout and the bad luck at Tionge yesterday, our data is just not going to be what we’d hoped. However, the numbers we do have will be helpful for SIA to gauge the level of knowledge at the Chipata and Tionge sites, so it wasn’t a complete waste of energy.
We took a cab ride back from Chipata with Lazzy and managed to get our presentation ready for tomorrow morning. Sarah drank a lot of tea with honey, and we went to sleep crossing our fingers that her voice would be rested and restored in the morning.